It was a struggle to come back here. I dont really know why. Everytime i say am going to post something, i find a lame excuse not to. Am either too tired, or i wanna write something thats worth reading, supposedly. I was sitting 2minutes ago on my bed, trying to memorize some crap bout sewege systems and solid substances for my coming exam, when i picked up my laptop, played some Majda Al Roomy ( Yeah I KNOW, I cant explain why) and i just started typing.
You know how you always plan to call an old friend up and you keep putting it off for some reason, until, day by day, it gets worse and you reach a point where its just too akward to call? Well i was afraid i would reach this point, so here i am now, trying to make some sense of whats been going on lately with my life, and if you guys have nothing better to do, this is your excuse to kill some time from your boring lives.
Whats been going on ? :
Basically i've been living in my own shell for the past month and a half and away from any normal human contact because of school. Architecture consumed me, physically and physcologically. Physcologically being the highlighted and underlined effect. I dont think i've ever worked so hard on something. It was beyond exhausting. I came close to losing it soo many times and no matter how hard i try to explain it, i wont do it justice. Its really sucks the energy out of you, till you know you cant possibly give it, or anything else for that matter, anymore. The only good news, is that it kinda payed off. I NAILED the course, and got an A-. A grade i never got before. Now i know what most of you are probably thinking, Hey you worked hard, and its worth it, yet i beg to differ. It wasnt worth it. Nothing is worth reaching a state of numbness. On the other hand, the project KICKED ASS, and lemme take this opportunity to thank my support group, who stood there laughing and making faces and counting the times a student said " Actually" lol. Anywho, the semester is almost over, i mean the asses in university extended the semester, so we're going to be done by the 27th, but atleast we'll be done right. Only 2 more exams to go, Oh and did i mention i passed the asshole's class. Yes, after failing almost every single exam and assignment, i passed his course. And your probably wondering why am calling my professor an asshole, Its simply because hes born a jackass and will die a bastard : )
Ok, just a warning, this is going to be a long post. I suggest you close the window.
Other trivial things that revolve around AssMa :
Well the only thing i can think of right now, is my new Ipod. I have the new RED Nano Ipod. Its soooooo unbelievably sexy its not funny :P .. I finally downloaded all my 769 songs, including the entire Buddha bar collection ( which am totally addicted to btw) My old 2GB nano, was pathetic to be honest. So yeah anyways, i got it as a gift, after my final presentation. It was incredilbly sweet, and it also came in handy, since my pathetic old nano suddenly decided to stop working.
Speaking of gifts, my unbelievably amazing friends ( who witnessed my agony this past month with this project ) planned something sooo desperatly needed by me. They booked me an enitre package at the Sixth Sence, Qaser, Madinat Jumeria spa. The whole idea was for me to go there completely by myself and R.E.L.A.X. So i went, and the place was spectacular. Wherever you go you smell the scent of mints and lemon. Everyone was whispering, and me whose always loud, had to whisper the entire time. All you can hear was the sound of water from the fountains and the soothing tones from a buddha bar track. It was sooo relaxing. I was treated to a complete body exfoliating, a hot oil massage and finally a facial. I literally slept on the massage bed.
Other Non-relevant events :
One of my highschool friends got married this week. It was a good excuse to release the stress through dancing ofcourse. The reunion with the entire highschool was not something i was looking foward to, but it was a good opportunity to piss off some annoying girls, which we did ofcourse.
Friends : I've pached up some friendships and lost some this past few weeks. Im still trying to make sense of them, and i guess i've just been dodging the obvious. You just mature, you evolve, you drift or you come closer. As simple as that. Things have been tricky lately. And tricky being the key word here. But hopefully everything will work itself out. I am very excited bout one friendship thats been really great lately ( touch on wood ) So my fingers are crossed for the others.
Music : Like i said, i got the new Ipod, so now i can load a 58min song of Um Kullthoom, ( SERIOUSLY! , and yes i am aware that its bizzare) Its just addictive. The words are just soo pure and beautiful you cant help but listen to them. I mean music now is just sad, and old is GOLD :P
Family : During my hard labouring, my family used to go to Fujeira or Hatta, and i ofcourse couldnt go. Anywho i remember being all depressed over it, and i qoute myself when i said " i would kill to be with my family now" . Well now i take it back. I went with them to Hatta couple days ago, and it was sooooo painfully dull. Now i remember why i disassociate myself from the familia. Lesson learnt there.
My haven : Yes i cant write something without mentioning my room, and ofcourse its a complete disaster. Layouts on walls, markers all over the place, Drafting table in the middle of the room, Model on my dresser, A gazillion pair of jeans on my chair and a half eaten snickers bar sitting next to my nightstand for almost a week :s Point is, it needs desperate cleaning.
TV: Although i've been completely alienated from the rest of the world, i still managed to stay in contact with my latest obsession, tv shows. I also added a new show to my never ending list; HEROES. Trust me people, i know what am talking about when i say its a reallyyyy realllyyy good show. Just aired ( only 11 episodes) so you can easily catch on. Am starting Sex and the city from season one sometime this week, and needless to say, its a must see show.
My eyes are tearing, my friend wants to read this post before leaving the msn, so maybe i should wrap it up. Will be back with more insights.
Laters
AssMa
