i wish..

Did you ever thought that you really wana know who would be the person you will end up with..?

Yes this question bothers me alot,, i really wana know who, i wont really do anything, i just want to know who..?

Whats funny is that i can't imagine myself with anyone.. its like so hard to even create a person who i might wana be with for the rest of my life!

But hey, what if you finally end up with a person that was always impossible for you to imagine that you would end up with? would you consider that person even though u always thought its gona be impossible??

you might think my question is so typical and your bored of discussing this issue.. but am sure many did not reach a conclusion yet! yow people its really important that u make ur mind on this, its gona change your life!! trust me..

N.A.O

Fast Forward

Hey,

When we were in high school and exactly our senior year - the question most of us asked is
"how are we going to be in say 3,4 years?!" which made us think, wonder and sometimes guess stuff like who is getting married first ? who would study this ? or do that ? are friends gonna stay the same ?

and now after 3 years ..

I got a sms from an old friend inviting me to a gathering of our high school friends..
I went !! and it Felt Sooooooo Wierd on different kind of levels..
it was wierd to see them all again everyone having thier own lives, some changed in terms of style, personality, and some just stayed the way they were 3 years ago.
Some best friends changed or got seperated and some stayed the same.

All i kept thinking about is our question 3 years ago and i had an 'aaaaaah' moment going
"sooo this is how we turned out to be !!"

Life is unpredictable
M.

BRAIN FARTS

AM PISS'D. HE BUGS. THE TV SUX. TXTING "WHOEVER" IS NOT A GOOD IDEA. SOCIALIZING WITH OLD FRIENDS IS NOT EXCITING AT AWL! I WANNA BURN WHAT'S IN MY CLOSET AND BUY NEW CLOTHES..SHOES..ETC. I WANNA PEEL OF MY SKIN AND REPLACE IT WITH A NEW 1, ESPECIALLY MY FOOT SKIN, IT HAS ATLEAST 5 DIFFERENT TONES OF WUTEVER CLR IT IS. I SUFFER FROM A POLICE CAR PHOBIA. MY PHONE IS NOT SEXY ANYMORE. ONCE I GET EXCITED ABOUT A THING, IT JUST FADES AWAY. I MISS MY BROTHER. MY PHONE DZNT RIIINGG FOR GODS SAKE, CAN ANY1 JUST CALL ME? AM BOOOORED! I DNT WANNA GO TO SKEWL ANYMORE, 3 YRS R ENOUGH I THINK. SLEEPING OVER N'z WAS AMAAAZING ALTHOUGH WE HAV'NT SLEPT AWL NIGHT. I HATE MY ROOM. I WANNA TRAVEL IN THE SPRING BREAK BUT I KNOW I WONT! MARILYN MONROE IS SO DAMN SEXY. I LUV MY SELF-PORTRAITS N I WISH I CAN SHOW 'EM TO YEW AWL. HANGING WITH GURLS IS NOT ALWAYS FUN. MY BELLY DANCING SKILLS HAVE IMPROVED, THANKS TO MY BELOVED BELLY DANCING DVD. AFTER EVERY AMAZING THURSDAY, THERE'Z ALWAYS A SUCKY WEEKEND "FOR ME ATLEAST". I WISH I CAN TAKE OFF MY ABAYA N SHAILA IN PUBLIC. F*%^ ROMANCE. IT DOESN'T MEAN I'M HAPPY WHEN I LAUGH. MY MAC HAS A BROKEN TOOTH (ESC-KEY). MY FATHER NEVER APPRECIATS ANYTHING I DO. IF I SHOULD THANK GOD EVRYDAY FOR ONE THING, I WOULD THANK HIM FOR HAVING MY FRIENDS. OUR DRIVER HAS A STINKY BREATH. MY GRAND MA IS A PHOTOGENIC WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING. I SO WANT TO BUY THE PAUL SMITH POLKA 60'S INSPIRED DRESS FOR JUJU'S WEDDING. I NEED A PEDICURE N A MANICURE RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT. IF IT WAS OK WITH MY PARENTS, I WOULD CONSIDER A NOSE JOB. I DNT WANNA WORK IN THE INTERIOR DESIGN FEILD. I NEED A SERIOUS FACIAL. HENNA IS MY FAV HAND ACCESSORY. I'M NOT READY FOR EID, & I DNT CARE ANYMORE. I NEED A GAY FRIEND, NOW, NOW, NOW!! I FEEL LIKE DISRESPECTING WHOEVER SHOULD BE RESPECTED. I'M DRINKING ORNAMIN C. ARABIC MAGAZINES SHOULD BE CHEWED BY COWS, THEY'R USELESS. ARABIC CELEBS R NOT CELEBS, THEY JUST THINK SO. I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR. ZAG in english is SHIT in arabic. I WISH I HAD A 1000 PAIR OF SHOES. I WISH JIMMY CHOO WAS MY UNCLE. I WISH CAROLINA HERRERA WAS MY MOTHER, AND PAUL SMITH MY FATHER (MY VERY COOL DAD), BUT I DNT THINK THEY'LL GET ALONG. I WISH ALEXANDER MCQUEEN WAS MY BROTHER, HE'S SUCH A CRAZY DUDE N FUN TO HANG WITH.
U GUYS THINK FLICKR IS WORTH DISPLAYING GOOD PHOTOGRAPHY?


Noora

The " Absolute Blank " Post

Do People always leave, Or does Freckles Drive them away ?


A.

Feeling Vulnerable??

it has been a while since i last posted anything, maybe coz there isnt much happening in my life.. Yes everything is good, but nothing other than the usuall..

SO heres the latest update on me.. i, as u all might know, play sports and 2 days ago i was playing a basketball game which caused a crack in my anckle..
Ooouch :S yess it sounds like it feels..

the worst thing that can ever happen to anyone, is to loose the capability of walking normaly, even if it was for a short time.. they say a vulnerbale person is someone who is so weak and is easy to hurt... I just found out that it can also be related to a person whos hurt, like i am, i feel kinda vulnerable than a person who is characterized by vulnerability..!!

let me explain how, because i guess most vulnerable people do not aknowledge themselves as ones, thus they do not feel it! but when ur not a vulnerbale person, and when you get hurt then you seriously feel vulnerbale because u know how it is not to be one.. did it make sense?? well it does to me,

After all i have to thank god for the gifts he gave me, and for creating me complete.. i can now feel how handicaped people feel.. thus i believe being born with it is less stressfull than having tried it then loosing it.. not that i am saying i am loosing it, but i think a week is a lesson enough for me to consider people who are out there, who lack some of what normal people have..

this might sound corny, even to me, but its a fact!

el7emdelelah wesheker..

yours,

N.A.O

Pampering the kid

U know how good it feels when u accomplish sumthn u thought'll take alotta time n SHOOOT, done in a glimps?! That's exactly how I feel right now.
Anyhoo, my cousin asked me to customize her daughters plain white shoesies, and TADAAA, done in 2 daaays..!! now am sharing this with u guys..


ENJOY!

Cinderella shoes,


...and their box!

Noora :)