My 6 precious kilos

It’s the story of the 6 kilos I gained throughout these past few years. They’re the kilos I didn’t want to loose, the kilos that kept me going, they’re my support. Although many of us want to shed them all out, I’ve managed to hold on to 3 of them, while I messed up with the rest 3.

I gained the 4th kilo in my freshmen year. It was great, supportive, and a good comfort. We got used to each other so fast to the extent that it got messed up and started breaking. The fats in that kilo melted as I tried clinging to them. Though It was so hard, it kept breaking down into semi fats, creating cellulite, that accumlated on my body, which I hated. I know it’s still there, but I can’t see it on the weighing scale, hence i dont know its worth.

The fifth kilo had a different story. It was the kilo that comforted, entertained, and loved me. It’s the one lived with me throught the good and bad, the one that always found a way to cheer me up, it always supported me no matter how shitty life was. I didn’t want to loose that kilo, but it had my brain damaged. I started thinking that maybe i am starting to gain more weight, and that i should get rid of the one causing all this fattnes. It didn’t let go; it was holding me tight no matter how much I exercised. Though it was one special kilo, I had to step on my heart, run on that treadmill, and loose it. And so I did.

The last kilo was the hardest one; it gave me a hard time. Although I gained it a few months ago, it was comfy, and felt easy gaining it. It was all good, and didn’t show any symptoms. At one sudden night, my blood pressure rushed through my head, my heart started beating rapidly it felt like it was going to explode, I was unconscious. My brain collapsed and so did my heart. I fought hard; trying to survive, and loose the extra kilo fearing it might kill me. I struggled and it held to me tight, fought it, but it’s still holding, am crying: “am dying”, and there I was; lying on my bed; ALIVE and struggling.

I now believe in the saying
“What doesn’t kill you makes u stronger”.

With love,
Noora

Tagged, Yet again !

So i got this from a friend on facebook, and i was bored.

1. Ever been given an engagement ring?
Na2a

2. Longest friendship?
10 years ( My cousin is more like a friend )

3. Last gift you received?
Ummm a rose on msn, does that count?

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
More like how many times my phone was held in my hands ?

5. When was the last time you worked out?
Is walking between classes a workout ? I believe so.

6. Thing you spent a lot of money on recently?
My Red Gucci bag

7. Last food you ate?
Cheese sandwich and Chai 7leeb for breakfast

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Chest and shoulders

9. One favorite song?
Saint Theresa by Joan Osbourne

10. Where do you live?
Mamzar, Dubai

11. Cell phone service provider.
Etisalat

12. Favorite Designer.
Bottega Veneta

13. Longest job ever had.
I think it was as an intern last summer.

14. Do you own a pair of dice?
No

15. Do you prank call people?
Used to

16. Last wedding attended?
wait wait, i think i know this, yeah it was my friends Merals wedding

17. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery.
Marriiiiiiiiiiiiii

18. Last time you attended mosque/church?
Like 4yrs ago

19. How old are you?
21

20. Biggest rumor you have heard?
Recently, that Hamid was murdered

21. What do you want to drive?
BMW X5

22. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
Hagen Daaz Palm strip

23. Can you cook?
Hell No

24. What car do you drive?
Mercedes 240

25. Favorite plant?
Im not a big fan of plants

26. Last time you cried?
When i was confronting a friend in uni, i almost teared.

28. Thing you like most about yourself?
My Dimples

29. Thing you dislike most about yourself?
My Nasty temper

30. Longest shift you have worked at a job?
Does work in uni count ? That was for almost 16hrs

31. Favorite movie?
I would have to say; Boys dont cry for now

32. Can you sing?
Only in the shower

33. Last concert?
Never been to one

34. Last kiss?
Baloooool .. Cheeks ofcourse

35. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown

36. Who knows your darkest secret?
AssMa

37. Last movie seen?
Borat

38. Thing you never leave home without?
Mobile

40. Do you like Chinese food?
Love it

42. Is your room clean?
If u call a clustered room filled with absolute junk clean, then yeah i guess it is

43. Laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop

44. Favorite comedian?
Sacha Baron Cohen

45. Do you smoke?
Nopes

46. Sleep with or without clothes?
With ofcourse

47. Who sleeps with you every night?
I sleep alone

48. Long distance relationships work?
Not really

49. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
Once maybe, other than that, am a model citizen

50. Pancakes or French toast?
Pancakes

51. Do you like coffee?
Yeah

52. How do you like your eggs?
Boiled

53. Do you believe in astrology?
dont care bout it to believe in it

54. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Makki

55. Last person on your missed call list?
Suresh, Marri's driver

56. What was the last text message you received?
" Do you want to go for Mani/Pedi today" from 3a9oom

57. McDonalds or Burger King?
In and out

58. Number of pillows?
3

59. What are you wearing right now?
Silky creamy top with blue skinny jeans

60. Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?
" Leave me out with the waste, This is not what I do. It's the wrong kind of place To be thinking of you "

61. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Strawberry

62. Can you play pool?
Sorta

63. Do you know how to swim?
Yep

64. Favorite ice cream?
Rainbow sorbet

65. Do you like maps?
HAAAATE EM

66. Tell me a random fact about yourself.
I eat rice and chopped chocolate when am pms'ing

68. Ever attended a theme party?
Yep

69. What is your favorite season?
Summer

70. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
5 Seconds ago

71. What time did you wake up this morning?
Umm around 10am

72. Best thing about winter?
Wearing your winter clothes that have been shoved in the back of your wardrobe

73. Last time a cop gave you a ticket?
Umm i was flashed by a radar a week ago

74. What's the scariest thing you've ever done?
Hmm tiptoed into a house that wasnt mine

76. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
Waaay overrated

77. What are you doing this weekend?
Out with friends i guess

78. Who's your best friend?
I dont have a best friend, just a group of v.close ones

80. How old are your pets?
Hate pets

81. What color is your backpack?
The one am carying now is metalic

84. Is the bathroom open?
I hope not

87. Are you smiling?
Not really

88. Do you have on eyeliner?
Yeah, black one

89. Do you miss someone right now?
Nopes

90. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
San Diego Baby

91. Beverage of choice?
Ornamin C

92. Are you in high school?
University

93. Do you have a crush?
Not really

94. What is your favorite nickname for yourself?
Assss-ma

95. What color is your bathing suit?
Latest one i bought was Bllue i think

96. What's your favorite brand of water?
Water is water

97. Did you go on vacation last month?
Yep. Hong Kong

98. Have you ever been on a cruise?
Yep

99. Do you have a sister?
Yes

The " Tribute " Post

This post is not for you to read, its sent to the upper sky, where you my friend are inshala resting.

May you rest in peace Hamid.


AssMa

Suckers should go to hell

It does hurt when you hear the closest people to you criticize you, the way you live, the way you deal with things, and the way you CELEBRATE YOUR SUCCESS. Though I don’t really give a shit to what they think and it never mattered to me, it does hurt me when I remember that these people are supposed to be the most supportive ones, the people I should rely on in my good and bad times! It’s funny that they still wonder why I don’t like sticking around them! We lack that old bond we had because of your non- civilized mentality, so it’s not my fault.

Mom, I know your not going to read this, but I’d like to get this out of my system and thank you for the great person you are, the most supportive one of them all, thank you for appreciating me, thank you for being proud of me, thank you for believing in me; and in my abilities. I know that they wish they were in my place and have a mother as open minded and great as you, but guess what suckers? She’s all miiiiine! And if it weren’t you, I wouldn’t be the confident person I am who never cared but for you.

I feel sorry for u suckers, the world is in a continuous change, people are changing and you guys still have a mentality of the stone age. You were never as successful as I am, and are followers of our so called cultural taboos, so don't dare and compare myself to you. Everything is considered 3aib *shameful* for you guys even speeking out your mind and DRIVING A CAR, screw your shitty beliefs when I’m not doing anything wrong and have my parents and his approval, screw you, u all suck!

I have so much anger in me right now and I guess I have to stop here and not spill out their dirty laundry!

Noora

A final shout to them: DIE SUCKERS..DIE!