Brideszzzzella part II ( Sleeping Dissorder )

Okai, 4 months are left but i still cannot figure out why the hell am i not sleeping like all human beings.. yess maybe i do wake up late in the afternoon, but even when i wake up early in the morning it still doesnt help!

The moment i shut my eyes i start recalling the list of things yet to do.. the wedding invitation cards, the kosha, the flowers, the music, the photography, the honeymoon, oooooh the wedding shoe, the cake, the dresss, how will i look like,,

You would think why am i worried about the wedding-lets say- heeeels.. well it is important to choose the most comfortable and luxurious heels ever! they help with your confidence and posture during that most important night in your life! Anyways enough with the heeeeels..

So yes back to my sleeping problem.. am sure my friend Noora understand what am going through.. i literary consider taking sleeping pills.. hmmmm i do hesitate abit but if i spend another 30mins with no signs of sleeep i would so go for it!

I miss the days where i used to work my ass offf for the whole day and once its time to go to sleeeep i die in less than 5 mins! Damn it feels good.. i dont understand do i have to exhaust myself in order to sleeep well.. or wht??

haaaaaaaaah... god help me!

N.A.O

Brideszzzzella part I

On the 11th of august i have completed a month being married. Am i!? Now u know why i havent been updating the blog with any of my news. the last couple of months has been the most eventful and important in my life. Ive completed four years of my bachelor programe, i got engaged, and got married!! Boy how things can change and revolve in such a short time. I started planning the wedding, and have to start decorating my house! everything has to be ready before the end of december! and above all this were supposed to enjoy our first days together! Aha!

I wake up every morning and mum starts drilling my head with all the details we have to do. questions about the house flooring, the paint, the furniture, the curtains, the f*** kitchen! i am so sick of it. i am supposed to enjoy doing that but seriously with all the nagging i just cant think. whenever she starts talking bout the weddin or the house i just lose interest in doing anything that day! I agree that if she stop nagging i would not accomplish anythin that is exactly why i am not asking her to quit nagging.. i just need to let it out and so i am. Not only her, but anyone i talk to starts the conversation with, "how's the wedding planning going" i mean sometimes i feeel like just telling them to shuut up about it! when i am spending time with someone and i dnt bring up the subject then i obviously intend not to talk bout it! but no some people just have to ask. wht is even more pissing off is that some people arent even considered GOOD friends start asking questions bout my wedddin dress, my hair treatments.. SERIOUSLY! just shut up!!!

Do u guys feel the stress already!!? if not am sure u will coz theres more to come.

Guess what now i am also confused wether to do a bachelorate party or a Hena night! and if yes, then i have to start planning that tooo, i have to tailor a dress, arrange the catering, flowers, photographers, DJ. holly shhit! Another thing is the mens wedding, yes i am not really involed with that but i also want my husband to have the best day of his life planned properly, so basically i do have to help with the preperations!
That is not even close to all the details i have to consider, it is too complicated to even mention all of them at once.

let me write down the list of major events to prepare for:
1- ladies' wedding
2- Gents' wedding
3- Hena night / bachelorate party
4- Honeymoon
5- House interior designing
and u calculate the details of each..

all that in 4 months!! DAMN I HAVE NO TIME

am literary freakin out,,
wait up for the next update! (mind any spellin mistakes)

yours,
N.A.O